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Sunday, January 30, 2005

theres so much on my mind right now, and one of them would be...

people take so many things for granted.

 

i feel like just rambling rah now, im feeling really random right now

 

why cant we all live life to the fullest, why cant we just enjoy it all the time?

 

ArGh.. dont know how to describe this feeling im having, its a melting pot of pure nonsense and lots of crazyness.. i just want to have a vacation from life, get collected.. i dont want to worry all the time.  i think WAY too much.


Friday, January 14, 2005

heh.. i know i havent posted in ages.. but oh well..

life is great, work is tough, SPL is moving on up, and i love my wife.

 

happy birthday to me..

 

( yea i know people are supposed to wish me happy birthday.. but i dont think that many people know or will remember.. they always think its on another day ... like the 6th or 18th or something.. sigh* )


Tuesday, October 05, 2004

i just want the world to know that I, Beast Jei (full name held back for security reasons), am in love with Tiffany-Leann. shes won my heart. i know im not the sexiest, richest, overall best person in the world, but i want to try my hardest to be that person in her world. she certainly fulfilled that part in my life because i believe theres no one better. i thought i had myself figured out, but she taught me more about my strengths and weaknesses. Im in love with her, theres nothing i wont do for her, id give my own life for her. im convinced shes supposed to be in my life as Im in hers. Im in love with her. Ill stay up as long as my body allows me to so i can talk to her. i want to live up to what she expected of me.. i dont want to let her down anymore. i put her through a lot of shiet, and shes still right there loving me. she still finds the time for me. she deserves nothing less that the best. i want to give her my all. Tiffany is kind, loving and caring, humble, funny, gorgeous, determined. shes awesome and i love everything about her. i know im crazy, but im just crazy about her, im in love with her.

 

I want the world to know, Im in love with her.

 

 

i just heard on the radio that if you want your girlfren to leave you, you got to tell her you love her a lot, do everything she tells you to, and cry a lot.. and if you want to keep her, you have to do the exact opposite. if thats true, does that mean im not goin to have anyone to love anymore?!?! is it wrong for me to be a really loving caring sensitive guy?!?!..

 

OOOooo... i bruised both of my knucles... it hurts to type right now. my eyes are burning, and im covered in sadness. i want to be in hawaii.. i want to be with tiffany.. im in love with her.


Sunday, September 26, 2004

MMMM... hurricane jeanne... this one is providing crazy ass winds for our area and i experianced that shiet first hand.. i left the safety of my frens house because i was concerned about my family back home.. i drove about 30 mins in flooded streets and 50-60 mph winds.. and that shiet was intense!! by far though.. the worst was the flooded streets.


Friday, September 24, 2004

life has incredible ups and downs... and emotions are the same way.. its almost like emotions dictate ( did i use that in the correct text? ) the way you live.. dont emotions make life more interesting? in my case its like a rollercoaster from hell..

 

current things on my mind would be:

-finding a way to be with the love of my life.

-goin back to college, what for though? welding seems more and more attractive.

 

 

its nerve racking not being able to be with tiffany... but its something i accepted when i got into the relationship, i cant wait to be with her...



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